Years of friend

I thought you will understand how i feel??

since you had been in this situation before

BUT why you choose to betray me ??

I thought you are one of my close friend

but i found out that you are not anymore..

you and i have been friends for 6 years

and you betrayed me because of her

I forgive n forget everything

that you had done to me before,

& yet u betrayed me..

once again you hurt me...

when u are sad im there with you

when u are crying im there for you..

when u ask for anything im there to help you

what i get as return.... betray by you!!

guess what..??

Im crying right now!!

because the friend that

i trust for so many years had just betrayed me

because of HER!!!

Im really SAD & DISAPPOINTED ON YOU...

if you know who you are........

this is the last n only tears drop to you!!

from today im not going to cry anymore because of YOU!!!

My feelings for NOW!!

I've been weak and I've been strong. I've been thru the fire and I've been thru the storm. Try to do right and I know I do wrong. Just be happy for me when my life is gone. Cause with no more hurt and no more tears, there will be no more pain and no more fears. No more people in my face that are not sincere. So smile for me when I'm no longer here.

There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did. There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside.

I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I don't know what I wanna see. My world use to be worth living for, and now it's hard enough just to be me.

myself.........

I start to feel like I can’t maintain the facade any longer,

that I may just start to show through.

And I wish I knew what was wrong.

Maybe something about how stupid my whole life is.

I don’t know.

Why does the rest of the world put up with the hypocrisy,

the need to put a happy face on sorrow,

the need to keep on

keeping on?...

I don’t know the answer,

I know only that I can’t.

I don't want any more vicissitudes,

I don't want any more of this try, try again stuff.

I just want out.

I’ve had it.

I am so tired.

Maybe this is a true of me

But I felt stupid,

Making the mistake

Again &; again..

What can i do??

To say A SORRY

Is the end of it..

I am eighteen and I am already exhausted.

Bad companion

Do not put your trust in a bad companion

nor even trust an ordinary friend,

for if he should get angry with you,

he may bring all your secrets to light.

Friendship

THIS IS WHAT I SHOULD TELL YOU....

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.

The day you betrayed my trust was the day that I lost all my trust for you. I believed that you would take care of my heart and that's why I left it with you. Well, I am taking it back because at this very moment I can't trust you with my heart in fear that you will hurt me once more and i have to say GOODBYE to YOU!!

THIS IS WHAT I SHOULD DO..

Accept Reality

When friends let you down and are not there for you when you need them the most, its very heart wrenching. Sometimes the reason why friends betray you is just not known, which leaves you with a feeling of guilt that may be something went wrong from your side. In case of betrayal, being at the receiving end leaves you hurt, confused and angry. You demand answers as to why have you been betrayed for absolutely no fault of yours. The talks end abruptly, phone calls are not returned, letters remain unanswered and there is no contact whatsoever. Hate it as much as you want, you will have to come to terms with reality and accept that things were not meant to be.

Do Not Drag Issues
Though it may seem like the end of the world, there are ways to cope up with it. If the friendship has been ended by you, then there has to be reason concrete enough to justify the action you have taken. There is no point in dragging along a friendship when you know you are not comfortable with it. End it politely and quickly and most importantly, don't regret your action. If you start feeling sorry, you are putting yourself in trouble. There is a reason for every action you take and you must have thought a lot about it before taking a decision. Learn to trust your gut feelings and have confidence in yourself. Make sure you don't end the friendship (however short it may be) with bitter feelings and make it a bitter experience for yourself as well.

Cry Your Heart Out
If you have been at the receiving end and feel that you have been betrayed for no fault of yours, it can be very hurtful. Don't be embarrassed to cry and scream. You have been hurt and you have the right to vent out your frustration and once you take out all the frustrations, you will feel a lot better after Seek out other friends, siblings or your parents and talk to them. However, also learn to cope on your own, take out time and explore world again.

Take Lessons
Once you overcome the depression phase, you will be surprised to see that it was not very difficult. All that you needed was to make yourself understand that this friend was not meant for you. Also, remember these betrayals are experiences that taught you valuable lessons in life especially about your compatibility and your priorities in life. Don't be exaggerate the issue on a vocal level but analyze it within your heart. However, make sure you do not become xenophobic after all betrayals should not stop you from trusting people and making new friends.

Love through BIBLE

Reading my bible about love...

Paul wrote in 1st Corinthians that, “love is patient, love is kind… love never fails.” This quote comes directly from the Bible, which Christians are told to live by. So who is to say that there is only one definition for love? Not only is love dynamic, but it is always present. Love is what someone believes it to be.
Have you ever heard of the phrase, “love is blind?” Most people have. This must mean that it is a belief of many. Well, what does it mean when someone says, “love is blind?” If love is blind, one may argue to facilitate the meaning that love is eternal, regardless of one’s faults, their lies, and their affairs; that regardless of any negative outcome that love overlooks it. If love is blind it prevails all evil. However, everyone may not agree that, “love is blind.” Another common phrase is that, “love hurts.” Why is it that love has acquired this unpleasant metaphor? Self-experience could be an answer to this question. Most people, at some time in their lives, have been hurt by someone that they love. Is this because they have done something wrong or is it simply human instinct? Humans are full of error and often decide it is easier to give up on love than struggle through the hard times. Therefore, does love hurt or do people hurt? Many would say it is people who hurt because they fail to pursue this love that they have claimed.

Many people turn to the dictionary when they are in need of a definition for a particular word. The Webster’s Dictionary defines love as, “an affection based on admiration, benevolence, or common interest.” Most would agree that love definitely consists of all of these qualities. When one is looking for a mate, they strive to find someone who is, to some extent, like them. It is desired that this person is someone that can be looked up to, and someone who is kind and compassionate. But there is a love much deeper than this.
The Bible says, “ love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails” (1 Corinthians 13:4). Many would argue that love is each and every one of these virtues. However, can a human be so perfect as to possess all of these traits? Rarely is someone so perfect, if ever. This is a love referred to as Agape love, a Godly love. This love is present everyday and is given to all of those who believe in Jesus. This definition of love refers to the way God loves us. It is an example of how we are to mold ourselves and learn to return that love on such an elevated level. Paul also stated, “ if I have faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing.”

Listed above are only some of the beliefs about love. Love is blind; it hurts. Love is an admiration and love is patient and kind. Love is diverse and it is dynamic. Regardless of all of these, and more important than anything, love is what one believes it to be. No common metaphor or dictionary definition can describe what one’s feelings of love are. It is that person alone who has to discover what love truly means.

What is love ??

What is love? It is one of the most difficult questions for the mankind. Centuries have passed by, relationships have bloomed and so has love. But no one can give the proper definition of love. To some Love is friendship set on fire for others Maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it. No matter how you define it or feel it, love is the eternal truth in the history of mankind.
Love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker. Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life. Always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it. It is like the dream of your matter of affection coming true. Love can occur between two or more individuals. It bonds them and connects them in a unified link of trust, intimacy and interdependence. It enhances the relationship and comforts the soul. Love should be experienced and not just felt. The depth of love can not be measured. Look at the relationship between a mother and a child. The mother loves the child unconditionally and it can not be measured at all. A different dimension can be attained between any relationships with the magic of love. Love can be created. You just need to focus on the goodness of the other person. If this can be done easily, then you can also love easily. And remember we all have some positive aspect in us, no matter how bad our deeds maybe. And as God said �Love all�
Depending on context, love can be of different varieties. Romantic love is a deep, intense and unending. It shared on a very intimate and interpersonal and sexual relationship. The term Platonic love, familial love and religious love are also matter of great affection. It is more of desire, preference and feelings. The meaning of love will change with each different relationship and depends more on its concept of depth, versatility, and complexity. But at times the very existence of love is questioned. Some say it is false and meaningless. It says that it never exist, because there has been many instances of hatred and brutality in relationships. The history of our world has witnessed many such events. There has been hatred between brothers, parents and children, sibling rivalry and spouses have failed each other. Friends have betrayed each other; the son has killed his parents for the throne, the count is endless. Even the modern generation is also facing with such dilemmas everyday. But �love� is not responsible for that. It is us, the people, who have forgotten the meaning of love and have undertaken such gruesome apathy.
In the past the study of philosophy and religion has done many speculations on the phenomenon of love. But love has always ruled, in music, poetry, paintings, sculptor and literature. Psychology has also done lot of dissection to the essence of love, just like what biology, anthropology and neuroscience has also done to it.
Psychology portrays love as a cognitive phenomenon with a social cause. It is said to have three components in the book of psychology: Intimacy, Commitment, and Passion. Also, in an ancient proverb love is defined as a high form of tolerance. And this view has been accepted and advocated by both philosophers and scholars. Love also includes compatibility. But it is more of journey to the unknown when the concept of compatibility comes into picture. Maybe the person whom we see in front of us, may be least compatible than the person who is miles away. We might talk to each other and portray that we love each other, but practically we do not end up into any relationship. Also in compatibility, the key is to think about the long term successful relationship, not a short journey. We need to understand each other and must always remember that no body is perfect.
Be together, share your joy and sorrow, understand each other, provide space to each other, but always be there for each others need. And surely love will blossom to strengthen your relationship with your matter of affection.

HAITI THROUGH FACEBOOK!!

Stop asking me to help the people in Haiti through Facebook. That "clicking" thing won't provide any donation whatsoever. It only spams my FACEBOOK WALL!! some people too naive to actually believe that clicking a facebook application or re-posting a status actually contributes to monetary donation. 

They think it's so easy. It would be a miracle if such thing does exist. Haha!! very funny!!! you sit behind your comfortable pc and CLICK, then I PAY for YOU? WOW!!.. lame!!! 

stop clicking the stupid post!! it wont help the HAiti ppl !!! i know I'm mean but this is the fact n is true!!! SO STOP ASKING ME TO HELP THE PEOPLE IN HAITI THROUGH FACEBOOK!!!

A Frantic Race

12 years old kids are violent these days.

This girl created a group on facebook because she hates this girl from mgs -.- ;;

I was like wth? they curse more than we used to say!!ooppsss!! haha!!

They are even more brutal than us!!

The girl that they was discussing about my friend's younger sister...

During our school life .. we had all kinds of problems.. BUT NOT THIS..

IN my year.. we do hate ppl but we wont create a friendster , facebook or blog.. to ANTI HER..

WE know what is right & wrong to do

In this ERA, TEENAGER N KIDS ARE GET MORE VIOLENT....

What has happened to the youngsters of SK(P)Methodist Klang?

I as a former student in MSG , I'm so disappointed and disgusted to see what these KIDs did in FACEBOOK,

Especially the vulgar words that they are using,

They are causing disgrace to others who have attended that school.

When i get to know it ,is very humiliating as a former MGS-ian..

THEY ARE BEING BART .. GOSH!!!!

SPOIL BART!!

TO YOU!!!

어린 소녀, 난 당신이 나를 싫어 알고, 난 당신이 너무 싫어 알지그의 동생 않은 경우 나는 확실히 당신은 & 지금 당신은 나쁜 호출 때리고 것이다. 내가 어떤 않았다 또는 당신은 결코 그걸 좋아하지 않습니다... 당신이 날 누가 관심이 귀하의 어머니 n 형제... 불만을 수??? 내 한계를 밀어... 그만 당신과 당신의 동생 때문에 참을 수 계속 내가 있습니다. 날 모략 그만...날 모략 시작하기 전에... 자신을, 누가 이야기 지금이다 참조하십시오. 사용자에게 거짓말을 또는... 그녀의 블로그에 대한 꾀병 그룹에 맞게 여자가 그녀의 블로그에 대해 거짓말을 자신을... 당신이 보이는 여자가 나에 대해 말할 권리가 있습니다. 나를 당신이 야단 만들지 않는다 바트 나쁜 망치고!!

Guys perception on Girls by age

Girls which in a age of

13 ~ 16 years old = FAST FOOD

* express relationship
* fast & easy to get
* short term relationship


18 ~ 29 years old = BUFFET STYLE

* every guys favourite
* a lot of choices
* fresh & nice


30 ~ 39 years old = OUTSIDE DINNER

* must wait
* need patience
* hard to get
* expensive
* need to spend alot


40 ~ 49 years old = HOME DINNER

* must get home on time
* is a must to see her everyday
* must report to her everyday
* stable relationship


50 years old = SUPPER

* when guys need her, guys will search for her
* see each other very often

Menu of the day

10.00 am : woke up and washed up!

10.30 am : watched cartoon while waiting my mum to reach home

11.00 am : had breakfast with mum

12.00 pm : accompanied my mum to dentist

1.00 pm : accompanied mum to meet client

2.00 pm : went to I-City... p/s : the city is dead!! nth there!!

3.00 pm : baked cookies .. had fun alone by myself..

5.00 pm : went jogging with LI Onn, Cat n Calvin Roy

7.30 pm : went PASAR MALAM with them

8.00 pm : took shower

8.30 pm : watched BOYS OVER FLOWER

9.00 pm : movie time

12.00 pm : blogging

2010

Some people hate

Some people love

Some people are procrastinators

Some people act now

Some people love to point fingers

Some people love extend their hands

Some people question every answer

Some people have an answer to every question

Some people hate to lose an argument

Some people love to win hearts

Some people wants a change

Some people want to be the change

Some people are blind except to their own colour

Some people are colour blind

Some people are proud to belong to their race

Some people take pride in belonging to the human race..

This New Year, it is not about who is perfect

and who is not. It is about sharing ONE LEGACY,

ONE DESTINY, 1 MALAYSIA. Because to build a great

nation we must all learn to see the perfections

in the imperfections.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE, WELCOME TO THE YEAR OF 2010