Dec 29, 2009

CHERISH

OBITUARY


SO AH LIN
(my great grandmother )
( 1908 - 2009 )
Eternal rest grand unto her ,
let upon perpetual light shine upon her..
we will always love you.............


Aged 101 years old passed away peacefully
on 26/12/2009
at 1.00am


Funeral on Monday , 28/12/2009 at 9 am from residence
at NO 1, Lorong Hilir 10, Kaw 6 , Off Jalan Mengkuang, 41100. Teluk Pulai.
Klang, Selangor Darul Ehsan and thereafter for cremation at SENDAYANG, Seremban.


Cherished memories remain close to ours hearts. Departed yet unforgotten.

Dec 14, 2009

Point of view about four letter words


THIS IS ONE OF THE POST THAT I Find it INTERESTING
I VIEWED THROUGH a 13 years old young blogger
which posted about four letters word
starting......
And apparently, this particular 'she' has a dying wish to see the best blogger on the block ( undoubtedly me ), to blog about about a very favorable topic of hers, teenage relationships. Give me one minute. I just got the calling to visit the institute of divine cleansing. In human language, its the toilet. Okay, i'm back. Speaking of relationships, i don't really have one point of view on this matter. People say being in a relationship, you get to experience heaven on earth. Others say the opposite stating that being in a relationship causes you to lose your ground and get your head into the clouds. Since my opinion is required here i'd say there's nothing wrong in being in a teenage relationship. There is nothing wrong in having a boyfriend or a girlfriend or what-so-ever when you're 13 or even 17 .
What is wrong for me though, is the extreme use of the 3 infamous words. I love you. This sentence is the most overused sentence in the history of English ( used wrongly, that is ). I don't really mind seeing those older people use it but seeing people my age, teens to be more exact pisses me off. mainly because I strongly feel, we teenagers don't really understand the whole definition of "falling in love". You can't fall in love when you are barely two decades old. Being in a relationship when you are in your teens doesn't mean you have to love your partner. Being in a relationship at that age means you are merely attracted to your partner physically not emotionally or what-ever-nally. You like each other. You enjoy his or her company and you savor the moments you have together.

As teenagers we often pick partners in a relationship based on their looks and stuff like that. Not because that specific person is sweet, caring or kind. If a fat guy likes Amy, and proposes to her. Do you honestly think she's going to accept it? No way. We are living in denial, saying we aren't really like that and that we don't mind having ugly partners. To find out if that's true ask yourself honestly the same question. Then, lets see how many Amys are really out there. The conclusion of this long-winded, boring post is basically i don't mind teenage relationships, but i don't believe in teenage love...


Dec 10, 2009

Again , again & again

Being left out again!!!
since that day!
not once , not twice but three times...
I wonder if there any fourth or fifth times
or just not being call up at all !!!
nothing is impossible rite???
Pretending to be stupid is not easy...
Conclusion .. wait & see
What will happen next??
no one knows... only HIM

~I discovered who were my real friends. I just wished that wasn't the way I had to discover.

~I'm not even going to get mad anymore. I'm just going to learn to expect the lowest out of the people I thought the highest of.”

Dec 2, 2009

over & start



2 more papers to go & 1 more subject
its the end of SPM & I'm done with it
The starting of vacation & working
Start to think what should i take as a subject course..
damn !!! choices & decision again!!! hate it!!!

Nov 30, 2009

DOWN DOWN DOWN

LEFT FOUR SUBJECTS
THREE MORE DAYS TO GO
AND CELEBRATION IS COMING!!!

SUBJECT THAT HAD SEAT
  • BAHASA MELAYU
  • BAHASA INGGERIS
  • HISTORY
  • MATHEMATICS
  • ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS
  • PENDIDIKAN MORAL
SUBJECT WHICH HAVEN'T ATTEND
  • ACCOUNTS
  • LIT IN ENGLISH
  • SCIENCE
  • ECONOMIC

Lit in EnglisH stress!!

Guess what??
I haven't start reading LIT.. YET still blogging here!
Tomorrow is the EXAM
I feel like dropping it!!!
Now... should i take or should i drop??
Hate myself..
When it comes to decision!!
60 % of me .. is telling me that ..dont take!! dont take!!
40 % of me.... just take.. who knows u going to pass, rite?? never try never know!!

GOSH ...I REALLY HATE MYSELF NOW & BEING SO BITCHY BECAUSE OF MYSELF!!!!!! I NEED SLAP!!! ANYONE CAN HELP ME???? I REALLY NEED HELP!!!!!!!!!!
I SHALL FOCUS ON MY ACCOUNT FIRST!!!

Nov 24, 2009

My second week of SPM
BM
BI
MATH
HISTORY
P.MORAL
FINISHED!!!
TIME TO BURN THOSE BOOKS!!

NEXT!!
ADD MATH
LIT IN ENGLISH
SCIENCE
ECONOMIC
ACCOUNTS
AFTER ALL THIS
IM GOING BE FREE FOR FEW MONTHS!!

Nov 18, 2009

Nov 12, 2009

Voilà comment je sent tout au long de étant donné que je l'étape à l'école secondaire



DEPRESSED MOMENTS

Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am...isn't me.

Don't say you know me, when I don't even know myself.
I think I'm afraid of being happy because everytime I'm happy, something bad always happens.
When I do something great, no one ever seems to remember, but when I do something wrong, no one can ever seem to forget.

I didn't want to admit it. It was easier to lie. Hide the hurt and emptiness to smile instead of cry.
I've learned it takes years to build up trust, but only seconds to destroy it.
Life doesn't hurt until you think about how much things have changed, who you've lost along the way, and how much of it was your fault.
Sometimes I wish I could just be a little kid again. So when life gets tough you can just play pretend. I wanna go back to when Santa did exist. When Disney World was the best place to be. When the only movies you could see were rated G. When your biggest problem was learning to write your name and people didn't change...and your friends were the same. And every time you were sad or you had a bad day. You could just run to mommy and it would all be okay. I wanna go back to no hurt...and no pain...just laughter. When everyone always lives happily ever after.
Don't know what I want in life. I don't know what I want right now. All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and one day, there won't be any more of me left. Everything that ever cause a tear to trickle down my cheeks, I run away and hide from it. But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me. And I don't know what to do. I just know that the pain I felt so long ago, it's hurting ten times more.
Words hurt more than anything else can, because they last, sometimes forever.

It sucks to be alone, even when there are people all around you
I'm not saying I have nothing. I'm not saying I'm gone completely. It's just sometimes it's all a bit too much to handle. Sometimes I feel like it's too much. I'm not going to do anything stupid because I know it will get better, it has to right? Otherwise there wouldn't be anyone who would live past their teenage years. But for now, just for now, it hurts.
No one will ever know, the pain I feel inside...
There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did. There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside.
I'm tired of being nice to people who don't give a shit about me.
She can't hide no matter how hard she tries, her secret disguised behind the lies. And at night she cries away her pride, with eyes shut tight staring at her inside. All her friends know why she can't sleep at night, all her family asking is she alright. All she wants to do is get rid of this hell, well all she's got to do is stop kiddin herself. She can only fool herself for so long...
Just because her eyes don't tear doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry. And just because she comes off strong, doesn't mean there's nothing wrong.
I'm going to smile...and make you think I'm happy...I'm going to laugh...so you don't see me cry...and even if it kills...I'm going to smile.

Thoughts of mine when things goes wrong
Do you know what it's like to be me? Go through something not everyone can see? Do you know what it's like to walk in my shoes? Please stop judging me simply cause I'm not you...
Things are going crazy and I'm not sure who to blame. Everything is changing and I don't feel the same. I'm slipping through the cracks of floors I thought were strong. I'm trying to find a place where I feel like I belong.
I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of crying. I know I've been smiling, but inside I'm dying.
Maybe if I wasn't so good at pretending to be happy, I might learn to actually be happy.
People think she's so strong...because she [pretends] nothing is wrong
Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody. You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy but at the same time you don't know exactly what is wrong either?

Happy moments
The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch with, never saying a word, and walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had.
A friend can tell you things you don't want to tell yourself
A friend accepts us as we are yet helps us to be what we should.
When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.

p/s : All quotation referring to someone & something had happened since I'm in secondary...
Every quotation referring different people n different happenings.
If you want to know which quotation refers to you then YOU have to think....
Find out which quotation belongs to You...
I DONT MEAN to hurt anyone feelings
I just want to explicit & express it out

Nov 7, 2009

final touch!!!!

16th of November ( Monday ) is my driving exam!!!
9 days
18th of November is my SPM EXAM!!!
11 days
IM DEAD ~~!!!!

Oct 31, 2009

SPooky Spots



If your life needs a dash of spookiness here are a some places in MALAYSIA to visit that could do the trick. ( Don't say that I didn't warn you.)

Georgetown - The Deadly Junction
- it is a T-Junction, located beside the Union High School, It Was said that if you ever drive across it late at night, your car will go out of control, & crash because there were many accidents happened there. some said that there is a tiny unknown tree which looks like a lady carrying a child beside the road, they saw her figure & a child screaming, some old folks said she was once a "bomoh"(witch) & she kidnapped her sister's son, somehow they never appear after being seen beside this "DEADLY JUNCTION".

Ipoh - St. Michael's Institution
- A group of Catholics missionaries arrived in 1912 and began to build a school next to the famous Kinta River. It did not take long for the missionary brothers who run the school to have enough funs to erect a huge school building with unique French structural design. When WW2 broke out, the school was used by Japanese secret police and as their headquarters. Lots of torturing been carry out. In this unique building, there were many tunnels which had been seal off and these tunnels are used by the Japanese to torture prisoners and storage of food. Most sightings occurs in the Chapel on the fourth floor of the building. A Brother dressed in black robe, holding praying beads in sitting position facing towards the door which accessing to the brothers quarter in the early am and without a head. Those who had witness it are asked to kept it a secret and not to scare others fearing no parents would register their children in the school. A real skull produce in the school biology lab was found in the school back field.

Kuala Kangsar - Malay College Kuala Kangsar
- Said to be a former site of a Japanese occupation camp during WW2. Students sometimes awakened by something that stares down directly at them. A marching platoon can be heard in the field. The sounds of chains. A tree on campus which is right beside a lamppost where the light shines down on it. The shadow produced is that of a man hanging from the tree.- this may be urban legend.A few though were conveniently historically 'situated' as they were old colonial admin buildings that were used by the Japanese during the Occupation in the 1940s where 'executions' would take place. Some of these buildings were the Victoria Institution (school), the Bukit Bintang Girls School (used to be methodist grounds,now demolished)

Kuala Kubu Bharu - Mara Junior Science College Kuala Kubu Bharu
- In various parts of the building a white flying apparition has been seen.

Kuala Lumpur - Bukit(Hill) Tunku
- A spooky place to be. Bukit (Hill) Tunku is actually one of the more elite residential areas in Kuala Lumpur. This place has many big and tall trees, and has this eerie feeling about it even at broad daylight and of course at night. It is said that a few years ago two youth embarked on a high speed motorcycle chase around the curvy roads of the area. One of the youth crashed at a dark stretch of the road, which is actually a very sharp corner. There have been claims about sightings of a young man riding a motorcycle at high speed, who mysteriously vanished in the dark.

Kuala Lumpur - Cheras - Poliklinik Cheras
- Used to be a government hospital but it is being abandoned with no reason, been to the place before seems haunted and bizarre, rumors heard that there are still some dead patient that is loitering around the area.

Kuala Lumpur - Genting Highlands Resort
- A famous hill-top resort and casino. Many people incurred gambling debts and committed suicide here. Some visitors leaving the hotel lobby reported seeing a man in red jump from the rooftop, just to disappear before he hits the ground. Certain rooms are not available for rent no matter how full the hotel was - those who have seen the inside reported that it was filled with old Chinese ghost wards. They would subsequently fall sick for days afterwards.

Kuala Lumpur - Highland Towers
- A tragic event that will forever live in the memory of Malaysians. One of the 3 blocks of apartment at this place fell apart due to landslide and heavy downpour prior to that fateful day. And Highland Towers have become famous for claims of being a very haunted place. Voices of the dead can be heard at night and ghostly figures are said to have appeared at the scene. There are also a story about a taxi driver who picked up a woman passenger at the middle of the night and being asked to drop her at the place.She left a bag and the poor taxi driver found it to be full of blood!

Kuala Lumpur - Pudu Prison
- Old prison that was abandoned after the area around it became commercialized. Reports of a strange thin Indian man walking the prison hallways and disappearing around the corner. Screams can be heard from the room where hangings take place. Certain areas such as specific cells and holding chambers were far colder than others. - Update: They are turning this back into a prison (for low security prisoners) as no one will take it up for commercial property as it is too well known for the hauntings. There were plans to turn it into a hotel where you can stay a night at the cell of the most notorious criminals. Actually, the listing is wrong about hangings. The hangings do not take place at Pudu prison. Unless its self inflicted/murder. Official hangings are done outside Pudu. There were of course many in-prison acts of violence that led to deaths of inmates. Many drug addicts were known to be victims of violent criminals and so they were moved out into another prison elsewhere.

Kuala Lumpur - Victoria Institution
- A very famous landmark in Kuala Lumpur, V.I. a boys school was a Japanese base during the occupation of Malaysia. Many British soldiers and locals were brutally tortured to death in the basement and some of the older buildings on the campus. It is said that not only are apparitions common in the day as well as the night, there have been many cases of spirits possessing students. The possessed boys would behave strangely, even violently, harming other students and teachers only to snap out of it a few hours later and remember nothing, even when they were forcibly restrained, their bruises would disappear when they returned to normal.

Pahang - Tras - Police Station in Tras
- During the 1950’s a police corporal and his wife were found in a state of shock and terror after opening their door to an unknown figure. Many police personnel were terrorized by this “entity” that other policemen would rather resign than being transferred to this remote station.

Perak - Ipoh - Tambun
- Sighting of an old lady on the roadside while driving.

Perak - Ipoh - Tambun Inn
- Lights reported to turn on and off and sounds of whispering.

Perak - Kellies Castle
- sometimes door are opened themselves. lots of scary screaming voices........

Puchong - Puchong House
- Evil drawings on the walls. Some say the ghost of a woman who resided here before haunts it. Other than that, just stepping into the house is enough to keep you awake for months.

Selangor - Ampang - S.K (1) Kuala Ampang
- Could hear taps in the toilet running by itself and sightings of a lady in white walking behind the school compound.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!

What is it about Halloween that makes us seek things that go bump in the night???

People dressed up in the weirdest outfits imaginable, pumpkin heads grinning eerily in the night and children going house TRICK- OR - TREATING for candy. Sounds familiar???
Yes, its Halloween once again but, of course, this celebration mostly takes place in Western countries. MALAYSIANS have not quite bought into the idea yet.
So what's HAlloween all about, anyway??
And why is it always associated with horror and spooks???
Halloween's origins date back to the ancient Celtic festival of Samhain ( pronounced : son-in ) or the Celtric New Year, where Celts believed that on the night before, the boundary between the worlds of the living and the dead become blurred, allowing spirits, both harmless and harmful, to pass through. their belief is much like our very own HUNGRY GHOST month that is observed by the Chinese.
In western countries , they have vampires, witch & etc.. MAlaysian does have their own LOCAL LORE..
HERE are few popular Malaysian ghosts that you might meet... hehe!!

  1. Pontianak – also known as the vampire where it is belief that they are usually ladies dressed in white seeking for revenge. The pontianak is said to be the spirit of a woman died of childbirth. Most of the time, they can look very beautiful but if you look closely, she would have razor sharp teeth. They usually comes out after the sun sets searching for men orpregnant women (apparently, it is said that she could not bear the thought of other women being able to enjoy motherhood) to suck blood. Sometimes, they even eat the flesh of babies ripped out from their mother’s womb.
  2. Toyol – these are actually ghostly kids that people adopt for the objective of stealing other people’s money. It is believed that this spirit is kept and preserved in a jar in a form of a foetus. Because the toyol is kept by people to do bidding, you have to feed it with blood everyday.
  3. Polong – unsen ghost that can be used by black magic practitioners (bomoh) to harm someone
  4. Pelesit – a ghost in the form of grasshopper used by bomohs to possess someone
  5. Hantu Air – water ghost found usually in rivers, lakes and swimming pools. They are usually the victim of drowning
  6. Kum Kum – an old witch who attacks young virgins to restore her youth and beauty
  7. Hantu Raya – ghosts that acts as a double for the bomoh
  8. Hantu Tetek – translates as Ghost Breast. This ghost is a female with huge breasts which is said to use it to suffocate her victims
  9. Bunian – good ghost or jinns (genie) that is usually found in the jungle. Loves to help humans in trouble or in need.
  10. Hantu Bungkus (Pocong) – ghost jumping around wrapped in white shroud
  11. Hantu Bukit – ghosts that haunt the hilly areas.
  12. Hantu Jepun – translates as Japanese ghost. Believed to appear wearing WW2 army attire carrying samurai swords. Usually found marching or if you are lucky, you can only hear the footsteps of marching. They are mostly headless
  13. Hantu Pari Pari – fairy ghosts
  14. Hantu Kubur – just like its direct translation of ghost cemetary. These ghosts are usually found haunting cemetaries
  15. Orang Minyak – also known as “oily man”. They are usually seen all covered in black oil and is said to love rape virgins
  16. Hantu Penanggalan (Hantu Tengelong) – Usually women studying black magic that has the ability to split its body from its head and fly around with its guts hanging around. It is said that its love to suck the blood of women during childbirth


Oct 24, 2009

MCD not belong to YOU

This afternoon... my dad , brother & I had lunch at MCD in SENTOSA...
The queue was long when it reached me the time was ticked to 3.00 sharp.. aissss!!

HIGHLIGHT :
A MALAY WOMAN was in front of me.
I was annoyed by her action & speech!!

Conversation between THE MALAY WOMEN & the MCD Cashier

Cashier : Good afternoon , madam! Take away or having here???
Women : Take away..
Cashier : May i have your order??
Women : 3 set of mc chicken & 2 filet- o - fish burger
Cashier : regular or large
Women : regular.. i dont want coke.. please change it to MILO. I want my MILO WITHOUT ICE and filet- o - fish EXTRA CHEESE..
Cashier : Total RM ****
Cashier : Here are your food, madam! Have a nice day & enjoy your food.
Women : EH.. wait!! I need to check first... MILO without ice rite??
Cashier : Yes
Women : My filet-o-fish ada double cheese kan???
Cashier : Yes!!
Women : Eh.. Kentang ini LEMBIK & SEJUK la.. boleh tukar??
Cashier : Boleh!!
Women : Eh.. saya nak kentang itu.. yang baru & panas
Cashier : This is your fries..
Women : Kentang ini panas kan ??
Cashier : Yes
Women : Kentang ini terlalu panas boleh bagi satu plastic bag
Cashier : Boleh
Women : Eh.. saya nak extra chilli sos , BBQ SOS & sweet n sour sos..
Cashier : BBQ SOS & sweet n sour sos mesti charge rm 1.00
Women : ITU Pun NAK Kira ke.. tak boleh bagi free??
Cashier : Tak boleh lah..
Women : Macam ini TAK NAK LAH....

Seriously, i feel like stabbing her..
MALAY WOMEN.. you think is YOUR MCD IZIT???
Yea... I WAITED FOR 20 minutes because of THIS stupid WOMEN...


Have u ever see FILIPINOES OR INDONESIAN GIRLS DRIVING A CAR ??
Have u ever think that FILIPINOES or INDONEDIAN GIRLS HAVE A LICENSE??
HERE THERE ARE!!!
ONE FILIPINOES
ONE INDONESIAN
LEARNING HOW TO DRIVE ON THE ROAD...



FILIPINOES GIRL IS DRIVING




( HAHA)


INDONESIAN GIRL'S L-LICENSE..


FILIPINOES GIRL'S LICENSE.


I got my L- license. ( yip yip huyah!!! )
MY PICTURES IN THE L-license looks freaking ugly.. ( thanks to the fella who took it for me)
I looked like a FILIPINOEs
1st day - drove on the road ( super fun )
I drove from PANDAMARAN until my house..
1st class - used until gear 5.. haha!!

Oct 21, 2009

TIPS!!!!

How to flirt

Wear red. Women who dress in red are seen by men as sexier than those who wear white, green, blue, or gray, according to a University of Rochester study. Not convinced? Ladies in red are 56 percent more likely to get asked out on a date than someone wearing blue.


Flash your…wrists. The most demure of body parts isn’t so innocent after all. “Their glands emit pheromones, so we become aroused on an unconscious level by seeing the wrists,” says Martin Lloyd-Elliot, a psychotherapist and author of The Secrets of Sexual Body Language (Ulysses Press).


Dim the lights. Candlelight is flattering in more ways than we realize. A University of Chicago study found that men perceived women with dilated pupils to be more attractive.


Stand tall. “We pay attention to someone who’s higher up,” says psychologist Beverly B. Palmer. Less obvious: Consider where you’re pointing your toes. You can tell if a person really likes you if their toes point toward you.


Don’t Be a Fashion Victim

Take it one trend at a time. Studs and chains? That’s it for the hardware. A bright neon dress? Keep the shoes muted.

Go ahead and mix things up—high end, low end, inherited or vintage—to foil a copycat uniform a head-to-toe runway look.

Don’t trot out all your jewels at once. Pick a big, showy necklace or a dramatic oversize cuff. But don’t wear both.

Test-drive everything. If you can’t walk in the five-inch-high gladiator platforms, don’t buy the five-inch-high gladiator platforms.

Oct 19, 2009

Become A Famous Blogger


Being as a famous blogger is just every blogger dream but can you really archive that? Probably yes, probably no, half maybe, could be or going to be, which one is your answer? There are many famous blogger in Malaysia, for example kennysia, liewcf, and so many more but I prefer kennysia because his blog is hilarious, funky, sexy and maybe a little serious sometimes. I also want to be a famous blogger in Malaysia and so does other blogger and there are many ways to do it. You can try promote it whenever there is an event by opening a booth and put up a big banner of your blog name and maybe dress like Spartan (if you are a man) or as a sexy and elegance girl (try not to wear to sexy because people will probably stare at you instead of your blog name).
Whenever there is a charity you can help them by sponsoring them, this way you could promote your blog easily. How to be consider as a famous Malaysian blogger, well I could say if you are being stare when you walk somewhere and someone came to huge you out from no where then you probably can be consider to be famous. If you want to be famous, try to stand out of the crowd.

Oct 16, 2009

DEEPAVALI
















I went to Daveena's house...
Tiffany , Chingy & Jasmine were with us helping dav to clean her house, made some indian food n did the KOLAM... haha!!
It was fun but tired.. because we took most of the time finished up the "KOLAM" although it is small.
TOMORROW ... Im going to Daveena's DEEPAVALI party at 7.00 pm.. hehe!!
GTG now.. Im super duper tired now!!