Years of friend

I thought you will understand how i feel??

since you had been in this situation before

BUT why you choose to betray me ??

I thought you are one of my close friend

but i found out that you are not anymore..

you and i have been friends for 6 years

and you betrayed me because of her

I forgive n forget everything

that you had done to me before,

& yet u betrayed me..

once again you hurt me...

when u are sad im there with you

when u are crying im there for you..

when u ask for anything im there to help you

what i get as return.... betray by you!!

guess what..??

Im crying right now!!

because the friend that

i trust for so many years had just betrayed me

because of HER!!!

Im really SAD & DISAPPOINTED ON YOU...

if you know who you are........

this is the last n only tears drop to you!!

from today im not going to cry anymore because of YOU!!!

My feelings for NOW!!

I've been weak and I've been strong. I've been thru the fire and I've been thru the storm. Try to do right and I know I do wrong. Just be happy for me when my life is gone. Cause with no more hurt and no more tears, there will be no more pain and no more fears. No more people in my face that are not sincere. So smile for me when I'm no longer here.

There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did. There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside.

I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I don't know what I wanna see. My world use to be worth living for, and now it's hard enough just to be me.

myself.........

I start to feel like I can’t maintain the facade any longer,

that I may just start to show through.

And I wish I knew what was wrong.

Maybe something about how stupid my whole life is.

I don’t know.

Why does the rest of the world put up with the hypocrisy,

the need to put a happy face on sorrow,

the need to keep on

keeping on?...

I don’t know the answer,

I know only that I can’t.

I don't want any more vicissitudes,

I don't want any more of this try, try again stuff.

I just want out.

I’ve had it.

I am so tired.

Maybe this is a true of me

But I felt stupid,

Making the mistake

Again &; again..

What can i do??

To say A SORRY

Is the end of it..

I am eighteen and I am already exhausted.

Bad companion

Do not put your trust in a bad companion

nor even trust an ordinary friend,

for if he should get angry with you,

he may bring all your secrets to light.

Friendship

THIS IS WHAT I SHOULD TELL YOU....

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.

The day you betrayed my trust was the day that I lost all my trust for you. I believed that you would take care of my heart and that's why I left it with you. Well, I am taking it back because at this very moment I can't trust you with my heart in fear that you will hurt me once more and i have to say GOODBYE to YOU!!

THIS IS WHAT I SHOULD DO..

Accept Reality

When friends let you down and are not there for you when you need them the most, its very heart wrenching. Sometimes the reason why friends betray you is just not known, which leaves you with a feeling of guilt that may be something went wrong from your side. In case of betrayal, being at the receiving end leaves you hurt, confused and angry. You demand answers as to why have you been betrayed for absolutely no fault of yours. The talks end abruptly, phone calls are not returned, letters remain unanswered and there is no contact whatsoever. Hate it as much as you want, you will have to come to terms with reality and accept that things were not meant to be.

Do Not Drag Issues
Though it may seem like the end of the world, there are ways to cope up with it. If the friendship has been ended by you, then there has to be reason concrete enough to justify the action you have taken. There is no point in dragging along a friendship when you know you are not comfortable with it. End it politely and quickly and most importantly, don't regret your action. If you start feeling sorry, you are putting yourself in trouble. There is a reason for every action you take and you must have thought a lot about it before taking a decision. Learn to trust your gut feelings and have confidence in yourself. Make sure you don't end the friendship (however short it may be) with bitter feelings and make it a bitter experience for yourself as well.

Cry Your Heart Out
If you have been at the receiving end and feel that you have been betrayed for no fault of yours, it can be very hurtful. Don't be embarrassed to cry and scream. You have been hurt and you have the right to vent out your frustration and once you take out all the frustrations, you will feel a lot better after Seek out other friends, siblings or your parents and talk to them. However, also learn to cope on your own, take out time and explore world again.

Take Lessons
Once you overcome the depression phase, you will be surprised to see that it was not very difficult. All that you needed was to make yourself understand that this friend was not meant for you. Also, remember these betrayals are experiences that taught you valuable lessons in life especially about your compatibility and your priorities in life. Don't be exaggerate the issue on a vocal level but analyze it within your heart. However, make sure you do not become xenophobic after all betrayals should not stop you from trusting people and making new friends.