NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS

Why you need to write a new year resolutions?

New year is generally a happy time for everyone since it give you hope, motivation and joy. There are quite a few people who make new year resolutions every year. New year resolutions are different for different persons and depend on the nature of the person, his aims, his present situation and many other factors. New year resolutions may be about our current health, career, job, education or marriage etc. Since a lot of people may have already been in the habit of making new year resolutions but a few people might well be wondering the answer to the question that why you should write your new year resolutions?

Answer

Well the answer to this particular question is not very complicated. One should write new year resolutions since they keep on motivating and encouraging us throughout the year and it is because of them we continue moving towards our goal. These give us a certain pathway to go along so that we are not diverted from our aims. That is why it is very important to write your new year resolutions.

While the clock shows 12 am on December 31 this year, you must take a paper and your personal diary and write down all your new year resolutions ( for me , i will be writing now because i think i will be busy studying for my exam).It will give you a feeling that you have certainly done something at the very first night of the new year and yes indeed, this is your beginning. This is exactly your base line and from there, you have to move on. Try to write your ultimate goal in bold letters or with some colored pen so that it is clearly visible and keeps on motivating you.

Discipline and consistency are two key factors which will make sure that you get to fulfill your current new year resolutions. This is the main reason why you have to respect these particular factors should you wish to achieve ultimate success. Along with that, make sure that you review your resolutions every single day so that you are well aware exactly where you actually stand presently.

Here my list of NEW YEAR RESOLUTION of 2013... Jeng Jeng!!

#1 : Improve my confidence level of faith in myself.
#2 : Scoring good grade (1st class Hons) for my degree
#3 : No more sluggishness

#4 : No more procrastinating on doing things
#5 : I need to LOSE WEIGHT.
#6 : Be more productive
#7 : Take a trip to somewhere I have never been before
#8 : Volunteer for a non-profit organization
#9 : Go to a concert I never would have gone to before
#10 : Shift from alcohol to healthy drinks
#11 : Take some time out of my hectic routine and spend it with the people whom i like. These including my   family member, friends and possibly beloved ( hopefully)..
#12 : Go easy on the gadgets - own the technology; dont let it own you. Way too much time in life is wasted staring at a screen. Between computers, tablets, smartphone ( IPHONE 5) and televisions, it's amazing some people get a glimpse of the world outside of a screened in box. I love technology, but i love living in the real world even more. Don't try to give up the gadgets ( an unrealistic goal). Instead, limit my time on the computer or phone and use those gadgets to connect in the real world.
#13 : Earn more money & save more money

No countdown and party for me this year.Thanks to my University who planned OUR EXAM during Christmas & NEW YEAR so i will have a date with my BOOKS and NOTES..

End of my great escape

Every year, christmas is my great escape where i personally feel something close to heaven on earth. F*** u taylor's for not only taking away that away, but also new years. really, just f*** u taylor's. dont expect any good comments and remarks when u pull off shit like this

031112 : H-Artistry The Global Art of Mixing @ MIECC

Every one of my friends was talking about it so i decided to go with the invitation of Tiffany. Tiffany was generously to gave us her extra tickets to our friends Jasmine, Venni, Willis, Wai How and I. We decided to drive my car and carpool since the parking going to be shut down and most of us not familiar with the route except Willis and Wai How. Eventually, Willis will be the driver of the day.. hehe!!

The traffic was massive. We were stuck in the jam for almost half an hour. It was raining heavily at that time. All entrance to MINES was blocked because there were too many cars and parking bays was full. I assumed since it was a Saturday all the frequent shoppers of Mines were there that day plus the party goers as well. Hence the havoc situation. The MIECC parking was closed that night too to encourage party goers not to drink and drive. Instead they provide free pick up shuttle from various area and Taxis back and forth. Thankfully, we manage to get the LAST parking slot at Wellness Hotel. 
BTW, We met Block B at the lobby of Wellness Hotel. lol!

This is where the party starts.. haha!

Let's talk about the Event

The Hennessy Artistry Trilogy of parties arrived at a sensational culmination on 3 November 2012 at the Malaysia International Exhibition and Convention Centre, marking the end of 2012’s The Global Art of Mixing Trilogy. Hennessy Artistry at MIECC delivered an extraordinary mix of stellar musical acts from across the globe, a trademark Hennessy Artistry atmosphere and a palatable blend of signature Hennessy V.S.O.P. long drinks. Capturing the essence of The Global Art of Mixing was a line up of international artists of diverse musical styles and genres, featuring

Block B

EvoL 

Havana Brown came on after EVOL and started off her set with a song,  She have a fairly decent play list and she interacted with the crowd a lot throughout which is great . Funniest moment, my friends Willis and Wai Han did not know that she was Havana Brown during her whole performances until the end of performance yet they were dancing happily below the stage.  LOL!

The X Factor winner and UK’s R&B darling Alexandra Burke

The main highlight of the entrance is definitely the Hennessy 360 cam with party goers willing to line up just to get on to get a 360 capture of themselves and the bars with the varieties of mixtures for the clubbers to try out. 

Hennessy 360 cam

  

Let's see what happened in the Party Zone

Willis (Ass) & I

From Left to right : Veeni , I , Tiff, Jas and Jia Yee

MGS Girls Reunion

Hennessy

People in red carpet, we are in red pictures.. haha!

Met a new friend : Darryl

Miss Carrie & I

CY & I ( thumbs up) haha!

Tipsy moments of Jia Yee, I bet she cant remember taking this pic with me

P.s: THANK YOU TIFFANY (CURRY) FOR THE TICKETS... 
THANK YOU, Willis Onn (Ass) FOR DRIVING US GO & BACK.. 

Why don't you love me?

See I can't wake up I'm living a nightmare

That keeps playing over again

Locked in a room so hung up on you

And you're cool with just being friends

Left on the sidelines

Stuck at a red light

Waiting for my time

And I can't see

Why don't you love me?

Touch me, tell me I'm your everything

The air you breathe

And why don't you love me baby?

Open up your heart tonight

'cause I could be all that you need

Why don't you love me?

Why don't you love me?

See I'm just too scared to tell you the truth

Cause my heart ache can't take anymore

Broken and bruised longing for you

And I don't know what I'm waiting for

Left on the sidelines

Stuck at a red light

Waiting for my time

So just tell me

Why don't you love me?

Touch me, tell me I'm your everything

The air you breathe

And why don't you love me baby?

Open up your heart tonight

I could be all that you need

Why don't you love me?

Why don't you love me?

Why don't you give me a reason?

Please tell me the truth

You know that I'll keep believing

Till I'm with you

Why don't you love me?

Kiss me, I could feel your heart tonight

It's killing me so

Why don't you love me?

Touch me, tell me I'm your everything

The air you breathe

And why don't you love me baby?

Open up your heart tonight

I could be all that you need

Why don't you love me?

Why don't you love me?

Why don't you love me?

Thoughts

I never thought there would be the day that I would hate someone so bad that I wished they were dead before me. Too bad that there is nothing I can do about it now I can't take back my anger or frustration. They say that years of dwelling on the past is like wasting away what you have in front of you, but I rarely think about how these people selfishly ruined my life and left me in ruins.  It only frustrates me when I look back so I look forward to the day where I see them despised. 

Priorities

Wish.  However, I've grown tired of wishing and hoping when every single time I am struck down.  With force.  I can no longer delude myself nor will I put myself through that again.  Enough pain has been inflicted.

Sorry, not biting this time.

Don't Kidd yourself, it turned out just the way you had planned pretty much, I think. I have little doubt about where you place your priorities. 

I always feels that I'm being your second choice of priorities. 

When it Counts

" when a friendship is on the line"

Years of friend

I thought you will understand how i feel??

since you had been in this situation before

BUT why you choose to betray me ??

I thought you are one of my close friend

but i found out that you are not anymore..

you and i have been friends for 6 years

and you betrayed me because of her

I forgive n forget everything

that you had done to me before,

& yet u betrayed me..

once again you hurt me...

when u are sad im there with you

when u are crying im there for you..

when u ask for anything im there to help you

what i get as return.... betray by you!!

guess what..??

Im crying right now!!

because the friend that

i trust for so many years had just betrayed me

because of HER!!!

Im really SAD & DISAPPOINTED ON YOU...

if you know who you are........

this is the last n only tears drop to you!!

from today im not going to cry anymore because of YOU!!!

My feelings for NOW!!

I've been weak and I've been strong. I've been thru the fire and I've been thru the storm. Try to do right and I know I do wrong. Just be happy for me when my life is gone. Cause with no more hurt and no more tears, there will be no more pain and no more fears. No more people in my face that are not sincere. So smile for me when I'm no longer here.

There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did. There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside.

I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I don't know what I wanna see. My world use to be worth living for, and now it's hard enough just to be me.

myself.........

I start to feel like I can’t maintain the facade any longer,

that I may just start to show through.

And I wish I knew what was wrong.

Maybe something about how stupid my whole life is.

I don’t know.

Why does the rest of the world put up with the hypocrisy,

the need to put a happy face on sorrow,

the need to keep on

keeping on?...

I don’t know the answer,

I know only that I can’t.

I don't want any more vicissitudes,

I don't want any more of this try, try again stuff.

I just want out.

I’ve had it.

I am so tired.

Maybe this is a true of me

But I felt stupid,

Making the mistake

Again &; again..

What can i do??

To say A SORRY

Is the end of it..

I am eighteen and I am already exhausted.

Friendship

THIS IS WHAT I SHOULD TELL YOU....

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.

The day you betrayed my trust was the day that I lost all my trust for you. I believed that you would take care of my heart and that's why I left it with you. Well, I am taking it back because at this very moment I can't trust you with my heart in fear that you will hurt me once more and i have to say GOODBYE to YOU!!

THIS IS WHAT I SHOULD DO..

Accept Reality

When friends let you down and are not there for you when you need them the most, its very heart wrenching. Sometimes the reason why friends betray you is just not known, which leaves you with a feeling of guilt that may be something went wrong from your side. In case of betrayal, being at the receiving end leaves you hurt, confused and angry. You demand answers as to why have you been betrayed for absolutely no fault of yours. The talks end abruptly, phone calls are not returned, letters remain unanswered and there is no contact whatsoever. Hate it as much as you want, you will have to come to terms with reality and accept that things were not meant to be.

Do Not Drag Issues
Though it may seem like the end of the world, there are ways to cope up with it. If the friendship has been ended by you, then there has to be reason concrete enough to justify the action you have taken. There is no point in dragging along a friendship when you know you are not comfortable with it. End it politely and quickly and most importantly, don't regret your action. If you start feeling sorry, you are putting yourself in trouble. There is a reason for every action you take and you must have thought a lot about it before taking a decision. Learn to trust your gut feelings and have confidence in yourself. Make sure you don't end the friendship (however short it may be) with bitter feelings and make it a bitter experience for yourself as well.

Cry Your Heart Out
If you have been at the receiving end and feel that you have been betrayed for no fault of yours, it can be very hurtful. Don't be embarrassed to cry and scream. You have been hurt and you have the right to vent out your frustration and once you take out all the frustrations, you will feel a lot better after Seek out other friends, siblings or your parents and talk to them. However, also learn to cope on your own, take out time and explore world again.

Take Lessons
Once you overcome the depression phase, you will be surprised to see that it was not very difficult. All that you needed was to make yourself understand that this friend was not meant for you. Also, remember these betrayals are experiences that taught you valuable lessons in life especially about your compatibility and your priorities in life. Don't be exaggerate the issue on a vocal level but analyze it within your heart. However, make sure you do not become xenophobic after all betrayals should not stop you from trusting people and making new friends.

Guys perception on Girls by age

Girls which in a age of

13 ~ 16 years old = FAST FOOD

* express relationship
* fast & easy to get
* short term relationship


18 ~ 29 years old = BUFFET STYLE

* every guys favourite
* a lot of choices
* fresh & nice


30 ~ 39 years old = OUTSIDE DINNER

* must wait
* need patience
* hard to get
* expensive
* need to spend alot


40 ~ 49 years old = HOME DINNER

* must get home on time
* is a must to see her everyday
* must report to her everyday
* stable relationship


50 years old = SUPPER

* when guys need her, guys will search for her
* see each other very often