Dec 29, 2009
CHERISH
Dec 14, 2009
Point of view about four letter words
Dec 10, 2009
Again , again & again
since that day!
not once , not twice but three times...
I wonder if there any fourth or fifth times
or just not being call up at all !!!
nothing is impossible rite???
Pretending to be stupid is not easy...
Conclusion .. wait & see
What will happen next??
no one knows... only HIM
~I'm not even going to get mad anymore. I'm just going to learn to expect the lowest out of the people I thought the highest of.”
Dec 2, 2009
over & start
Nov 30, 2009
DOWN DOWN DOWN
- BAHASA MELAYU
- BAHASA INGGERIS
- HISTORY
- MATHEMATICS
- ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS
- PENDIDIKAN MORAL
- ACCOUNTS
- LIT IN ENGLISH
- SCIENCE
- ECONOMIC
Lit in EnglisH stress!!
GOSH ...I REALLY HATE MYSELF NOW & BEING SO BITCHY BECAUSE OF MYSELF!!!!!! I NEED SLAP!!! ANYONE CAN HELP ME???? I REALLY NEED HELP!!!!!!!!!!
Nov 24, 2009
Nov 18, 2009
Nov 12, 2009
Voilà comment je sent tout au long de étant donné que je l'étape à l'école secondaire
Don't say you know me, when I don't even know myself.
I think I'm afraid of being happy because everytime I'm happy, something bad always happens.
When I do something great, no one ever seems to remember, but when I do something wrong, no one can ever seem to forget.
I didn't want to admit it. It was easier to lie. Hide the hurt and emptiness to smile instead of cry.
I've learned it takes years to build up trust, but only seconds to destroy it.
Life doesn't hurt until you think about how much things have changed, who you've lost along the way, and how much of it was your fault.
Sometimes I wish I could just be a little kid again. So when life gets tough you can just play pretend. I wanna go back to when Santa did exist. When Disney World was the best place to be. When the only movies you could see were rated G. When your biggest problem was learning to write your name and people didn't change...and your friends were the same. And every time you were sad or you had a bad day. You could just run to mommy and it would all be okay. I wanna go back to no hurt...and no pain...just laughter. When everyone always lives happily ever after.
Don't know what I want in life. I don't know what I want right now. All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and one day, there won't be any more of me left. Everything that ever cause a tear to trickle down my cheeks, I run away and hide from it. But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me. And I don't know what to do. I just know that the pain I felt so long ago, it's hurting ten times more.
Words hurt more than anything else can, because they last, sometimes forever.
It sucks to be alone, even when there are people all around you
I'm not saying I have nothing. I'm not saying I'm gone completely. It's just sometimes it's all a bit too much to handle. Sometimes I feel like it's too much. I'm not going to do anything stupid because I know it will get better, it has to right? Otherwise there wouldn't be anyone who would live past their teenage years. But for now, just for now, it hurts.
No one will ever know, the pain I feel inside...
There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did. There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside.
I'm tired of being nice to people who don't give a shit about me.
She can't hide no matter how hard she tries, her secret disguised behind the lies. And at night she cries away her pride, with eyes shut tight staring at her inside. All her friends know why she can't sleep at night, all her family asking is she alright. All she wants to do is get rid of this hell, well all she's got to do is stop kiddin herself. She can only fool herself for so long...
Just because her eyes don't tear doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry. And just because she comes off strong, doesn't mean there's nothing wrong.
I'm going to smile...and make you think I'm happy...I'm going to laugh...so you don't see me cry...and even if it kills...I'm going to smile.
Thoughts of mine when things goes wrong
Do you know what it's like to be me? Go through something not everyone can see? Do you know what it's like to walk in my shoes? Please stop judging me simply cause I'm not you...
Things are going crazy and I'm not sure who to blame. Everything is changing and I don't feel the same. I'm slipping through the cracks of floors I thought were strong. I'm trying to find a place where I feel like I belong.
I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of crying. I know I've been smiling, but inside I'm dying.
Maybe if I wasn't so good at pretending to be happy, I might learn to actually be happy.
People think she's so strong...because she [pretends] nothing is wrong
Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody. You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy but at the same time you don't know exactly what is wrong either?
Happy moments
The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch with, never saying a word, and walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had.
A friend can tell you things you don't want to tell yourself
A friend accepts us as we are yet helps us to be what we should.
When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.
p/s : All quotation referring to someone & something had happened since I'm in secondary...
Every quotation referring different people n different happenings.
If you want to know which quotation refers to you then YOU have to think....
Find out which quotation belongs to You...
I DONT MEAN to hurt anyone feelings
I just want to explicit & express it out
Nov 7, 2009
final touch!!!!
Oct 31, 2009
SPooky Spots
Ipoh - St. Michael's Institution
Kuala Kangsar - Malay College Kuala Kangsar
Kuala Kubu Bharu - Mara Junior Science College Kuala Kubu Bharu
Kuala Lumpur - Bukit(Hill) Tunku
Kuala Lumpur - Genting Highlands Resort
Kuala Lumpur - Pudu Prison
Kuala Lumpur - Victoria Institution
Pahang - Tras - Police Station in Tras
Perak - Ipoh - Tambun
Perak - Ipoh - Tambun Inn
Perak - Kellies Castle
Puchong - Puchong House
Selangor - Ampang - S.K (1) Kuala Ampang
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!
- Pontianak – also known as the vampire where it is belief that they are usually ladies dressed in white seeking for revenge. The pontianak is said to be the spirit of a woman died of childbirth. Most of the time, they can look very beautiful but if you look closely, she would have razor sharp teeth. They usually comes out after the sun sets searching for men orpregnant women (apparently, it is said that she could not bear the thought of other women being able to enjoy motherhood) to suck blood. Sometimes, they even eat the flesh of babies ripped out from their mother’s womb.
- Toyol – these are actually ghostly kids that people adopt for the objective of stealing other people’s money. It is believed that this spirit is kept and preserved in a jar in a form of a foetus. Because the toyol is kept by people to do bidding, you have to feed it with blood everyday.
- Polong – unsen ghost that can be used by black magic practitioners (bomoh) to harm someone
- Pelesit – a ghost in the form of grasshopper used by bomohs to possess someone
- Hantu Air – water ghost found usually in rivers, lakes and swimming pools. They are usually the victim of drowning
- Kum Kum – an old witch who attacks young virgins to restore her youth and beauty
- Hantu Raya – ghosts that acts as a double for the bomoh
- Hantu Tetek – translates as Ghost Breast. This ghost is a female with huge breasts which is said to use it to suffocate her victims
- Bunian – good ghost or jinns (genie) that is usually found in the jungle. Loves to help humans in trouble or in need.
- Hantu Bungkus (Pocong) – ghost jumping around wrapped in white shroud
- Hantu Bukit – ghosts that haunt the hilly areas.
- Hantu Jepun – translates as Japanese ghost. Believed to appear wearing WW2 army attire carrying samurai swords. Usually found marching or if you are lucky, you can only hear the footsteps of marching. They are mostly headless
- Hantu Pari Pari – fairy ghosts
- Hantu Kubur – just like its direct translation of ghost cemetary. These ghosts are usually found haunting cemetaries
- Orang Minyak – also known as “oily man”. They are usually seen all covered in black oil and is said to love rape virgins
- Hantu Penanggalan (Hantu Tengelong) – Usually women studying black magic that has the ability to split its body from its head and fly around with its guts hanging around. It is said that its love to suck the blood of women during childbirth
Oct 24, 2009
MCD not belong to YOU
Oct 21, 2009
TIPS!!!!
Wear red. Women who dress in red are seen by men as sexier than those who wear white, green, blue, or gray, according to a University of Rochester study. Not convinced? Ladies in red are 56 percent more likely to get asked out on a date than someone wearing blue.
Flash your…wrists. The most demure of body parts isn’t so innocent after all. “Their glands emit pheromones, so we become aroused on an unconscious level by seeing the wrists,” says Martin Lloyd-Elliot, a psychotherapist and author of The Secrets of Sexual Body Language (Ulysses Press).
Dim the lights. Candlelight is flattering in more ways than we realize. A University of Chicago study found that men perceived women with dilated pupils to be more attractive.
Stand tall. “We pay attention to someone who’s higher up,” says psychologist Beverly B. Palmer. Less obvious: Consider where you’re pointing your toes. You can tell if a person really likes you if their toes point toward you.
Take it one trend at a time. Studs and chains? That’s it for the hardware. A bright neon dress? Keep the shoes muted.
Go ahead and mix things up—high end, low end, inherited or vintage—to foil a copycat uniform a head-to-toe runway look.
Don’t trot out all your jewels at once. Pick a big, showy necklace or a dramatic oversize cuff. But don’t wear both.
Test-drive everything. If you can’t walk in the five-inch-high gladiator platforms, don’t buy the five-inch-high gladiator platforms.